I feel like for you guys to get to know me I really need to start from the beginning of the shit show… when 2 ppl decided to have my crazy ass. But there’s just so much tbh, my mom basically left me when she left my dad. Very mentally abusive woman, idk who hurt her but I def didn’t deserve the back lash of it lol. Anyways it is what it is, shit happens.

Tbh I don’t remember to too much of my childhood. Atleast not when my mom and dad were actually together. I remember having a dog named Sassy that would run awayevery time my mom and dad got in a fight, my mom always finding reasons and ways to put my dad in jail 🙄😩 would let me go see him basically to find out where he lived and him get arrested in front of me for warrants all the time she seemed to like to only let me see him when he had warrants 🙄 I can understand where my dad decided to step away for awhile (especially some of his warrants being child support) after my mom and dad split she left me with my gma. I was there until I was about 9 when she passed away. I really miss her so so much 🫶🏻😞 ig I will start a list of the good memories and the bad memories from here 😂

The Ugly Truths

• My mom honestly seemed too of left me when she left my dad.
• I remember going somewhere with my parents one time and they left me in the truck and it started rolling, my mom denies it but my dad remembers it to, I hate how she makes me feel crazy sometimes 😩
• My mom didn’t tell my step dad about me nor us about him when they got married. Came to my gmas one day out of nowhere like “this is my husband” 😳🙄 I’m sure he went to pleased either 😂

Beautiful Moments

• My mom and dad would take my cousin and me to abandoned “haunted” houses to explore
• The sound of my moms voice when she sang used to soothe my soul 😩
• I have an older cousin that I’m pretty close with, and I remember when I was little he’d always tell me if anyone ever takes you or you don’t know where you are St. Louis will always get you home (that has saved me so much😂😂)
• My dad was so crazy, I remember him randomly Coming home with animals. A pig one time 😂🤦🏼‍♀️ he even played with a possum in the middle of the road one night like yuck no I hate those things lol

Just For Shits N Giggles

• So my dad has 3 girls, he always wanted a boy… so one day I thought I found away to help him out… I put a strap-on on and came out of my room swinging it around (yes I had clothes on while wearing it, so there’s no sick confusion lol) and “look dad, finally the little boy you always wanted” 😂 whole time I’m cracking up and he just laughs and says “your fucking sick” 😂🤦🏼‍♀️ fun times…